June 21, 2015

The City

Welcome one and welcome all
to the city.

The only stars you see here are illuminated windows in tall towers
and the twinkling red beacons upon their tops
warning the insomniac metal birds of night sky.

Watch as skyscrapers shoot up and pierce the sky.
Scaffolding is torn down
a new building takes birth like chick hatched from its egg.
And there beyond the horizon, construction cranes steal glances lovingly.

When the sky grows grey
and the water washes down metal spires and glass panels
it pools along the edges of roads with the luminescence
of neon lit boards and street lights.

The sirens from ambulances and police cars,
vehicles zooming past on the tarmac
and a hundred hushed conversations
chime into one melodious symphony.

Electric lines, water lines, drainage lines run beneath the ground
pulsing like nerves, arteries and veins beneath the skin.
Lives here are disconnected and solitary.
Eyes that dodge that of others, indifference but to their own
and an existence that fades away into oblivion.

Welcome one and welcome all
to the city.











June 17, 2015

Drift




[I am not sure what to call this.  Drifting poetry perhaps? Each pair of sentences in this poem is independent of the preceding one. However the last word used in each pair links to the first word used in the next. And the final sentence links back to the first]


The path strewn with leaves of a hue brown,
the others green with envy await their fall.

A fall into water echoes far and wide
as ripples race to the edges.

Edges are where we arrive at a crossroads,
a decision to either soar high or dive deep.

Deep beneath the surface, roots reach downwards
gripping the soil like underground claws.

Claws of nature that tear apart the earth in vengeance
in quakes and along creases called fault lines.

Lines that run on our palms
claimed to be drawn by destiny, the artist.

The artist that splashed colour on the canvas,
like the peacock that proudly unfurled its feathers.

Feathers blown in the wind
voyage into the unknown like wisps of smoke.

Smoke that ascends and dissipates
a true vanishing act performed by air.

Air that dances through the trees dropping leaves once green
to shrivel to a golden brown, on this path.



June 12, 2015

Identity Crisis?


There's a thin line between fact and fiction. Fiction tends to be a morphed version or an alternate interpretation of reality. In this day and age where we find ourselves having easy access to books, movies and TV shows, is our individualism endangered by the overwhelming number of fictional personalities we encounter on a daily basis? As much as we would hate to concede our identities to someone else's figment of imagination, the fact remains fictional characters have taken root in us subconsciously. And the observable result is far deeper than imitation.
The truth is that we rarely find ourselves at a loss for words. We have a database of popular comebacks for any situation ready at our disposal. Dialogues recited before a camera echo in a ripple as its eventually spoken by a thousand tongues that adopt these scripts as words of their own. But the comparison doesn't end with just words, personality traits and habits can also be attributed to fictional influence.  Even our very morality is constantly subjected to fictional influence. Why? Ask yourself this.  Aren't the dogmas of morals and ethics are just a collection of popular opinion? If so how does popular opinion come about? Art is our one sole unifying medium with the capability of re-enforcing ideas of morals through stories that force us to calibrate our morality scale.
Personally I don't fear a zombie apocalypse I fear a fiction apocalypse. Perhaps it has already begun, maybe we're already walking around as amalgamations of a multiple fictional characters. How can we ever know who we really are?

[I was inspired to do this piece after reading a very brilliant and thought provoking quote from the book 'Gone Girl' by Gillian Flynn. It's rather long and all I could find online are these few lines from it. On the subject of the book, it's a great read. I recently watched the movie. Somehow seeing the very same book come to life in the motion picture was eerily chilling.] 

June 9, 2015

Modern Pangea


Topic courtesy of Writing Prompts at http://writingprompts.tumblr.com/

I would like to paint this picture by creating a work of fiction. Set in present day I present to you an earth where we revisit the Pangea.

It has been nearly thirty years since the 'Great Re-formation'. That's what this unprecedented event has been etched in history as. Seismologists across the globe failed to detect anything unusual in the tectonic activity prior to the 'Great Re-formation'. But once it started, the effects could hardly be ignored. Over a span of ten years the former seven continents of the world came together. This reunion since wasn't a peaceful one. Tsunamis, earthquakes became frequent across the world during this period. Small islands submerged as a result of strong currents caused by these rapid movements.  Billions of dollars was set aside to research this unusual phenomenon and to stop it. It soon became the topic of international debate. But as the years passed with fruitless expeditions and scientific research everyone came to a silent acceptation of reality. People feared that this was in fact the end of the world as we knew it. They worried that the predictions of Nostradamus, the Mayans and several others had just came to us in this package. Some researchers were skeptical that the people of the world could survive what is to come in the journey of the continents. International effort soon refocused on dealing with the repercussions of the shifts and preparation for what was to come. The movements were now monitored with greater vigor and seismic predictions became a field of interest.

No one can say for sure when the shifting stopped. It slowed pace and came to a gradual halt is what experts claim. The former seven continents - Asia, North America, South America, Africa, Europe, Australia and Antarctic merged into one large land mass. It was christened with the name "Modern Pangea". Maps were re-drawn. To this day, the older maps and globes depicting earth as a seven continent planet are still sold in remembrance of the past. Optimists say that this was nature's way of bringing the world together as one big happy family. But this couldn't be more distant from the truth. The years that followed  the 'Great Re-formation' saw the greatest of international tensions.  Several countries began working to strengthen their defense. Borderline security was of utmost importance now. To popular protest, defense budgets were raised higher than ever before. Some countries carried out tests of nuclear war weapons. Military forces across Modern Pangea grew stronger. Only the coastal countries of Modern Pangea possessed naval forces. All other countries reassigned that man power to their military or air force. Smaller countries that weren't at par on defense formed alliances with neighboring countries.The world was now sleeping with its eyes open, ever ready to catch that dagger to that could hit it in the back. Everyone feared the start of a world war. There were tug-o-wars across borders for resources, particularly water. The coastal countries of the Pangea provided pipeline supply to several inner countries but at exorbitant rates. However the 'Great Re-formation' did have a positive impact on businesses and commerce. Production and delivery worked at a faster pace than before since shipping time had been drastically reduced. The increased proximity encouraged companies to extend their operations to countries that weren't a part of their initial network.

Here stands the world, thirty years later. Much has changed in this time, many wish that the earth could go back to what it used to be. But perhaps the former seven continents were pieces of a puzzle that had to come together maybe to put the giant jigsaw of the human race together. We will never really know why this happened but we do know this, the pieces of the puzzle fit together perfectly.

Perfection





Writing prompt: Name something you used to believe in as a child and don't anymore. Why?

One word :- Perfection. As a child I used to believe in perfection. In much the same manner as other children believed in tooth fairies or Santa Claus. Come to think of it I think we were all believers of perfection, at least when we were children.
As children we assumed that things could only be perfect or imperfect. There was no grey area. Almost everything fell into the former category. Whatever we didn't fully comprehend was perfect by default. Like adulthood for example. The great beauty of looking through a child's eyes is that you can only see the good in things. When I saw the adults around me I believed that adulthood was simply cooler. All that freedom and no school to attend, how I longed for that period of time in my life. Let me clarify here that right now I am not  quite an adult yet. I think that depends on where one draws the line and I draw mine pretty far. I am just an 18 year old college freshman. But that in itself is validation for me to spout out my naive childhood beliefs.

According to my younger self, perfection wasn't the content of a sacred chalice or a rare gem in the depths of the earth. It was ever present like the air that surrounds us. When you haven't seen much how can what you see not be the very epitome of itself?
 People seemed perfect all the time. If they were older than me, I automatically labelled them 'perfect'. Then somehow slowly those innocent eyes of a child get clouded or cleared(depending on your perspective) and there it is lo and behold :- IMPERFECTION.
 Imperfection was a myth in my childhood and perfection was reality. And as the years passed, as I grew out of those clothes and the scratch marks on that impromptu height chart go higher up I realize that through all the rites and rituals of growing up  the roles of  'myth' and 'reality' were reversed.

But I don't see imperfection as gloomy presence in our lives. Never. Imperfection is the very reason we continue to live our lives isn't it? It keeps the wheels of life turning I would say. Why you ask?
To become better people, to have better experiences, to perform better don't all these aims spring from the root of recognizing imperfection? Isn't that what its about? Striving to attain perfection, be it in your own eyes or someone else's or both. We know we can't get there so we just try and get as close as we can.

Imperfection is not a haunting presence in humanity or the world for that matter. Its God's greatest gift. Embrace imperfection. For without imperfection, there would be no purpose to life. And if that's what perfection entails then I think its highly flawed!


The Youth Anthem

Here's a siren
amidst the symphony of silence
a call to the young blooded.

It's our time
to blaze our own paths
on ground marred by the trails left behind by others.

It's our time
to start our own journey
even if our destination is unknown.

It's our time
to get drunk with the vine of victory
even if we have to taste bitter defeat first.

It's our time
to be original,
to break free from the bars of conformity and tradition
and to be a limited edition.

It's our time
to read between the lines of history,
to rewrite expected endings
as we walk across the tight rope between yesterday and tomorrow.

It's our time
to let the gloves come off and fight
to defend dreams and build beliefs.

It's our time
to love and lose,
to run and to chase
it's the right time and place

Our hearts beat to the rhythm of this ultimatum
"Now or Never"
Dreamers here's your wake up call.
Let the adrenaline surge through your veins
lace up your shoes, roll up your sleeves
grit your teeth and brace yourself

It's our time
Ready. Set. Go.

The Lighthouse




It stands alone
looking out into black waters of the night
as its light caresses the perils beneath.

It's a listener
forever listening to the conversations between the waves and the rocks
Its light embraces the water
like old friends reunited

How many years have those glass eyes seen pass by like this?
When the rain trickles down those very eyes
Does it cry tears of loneliness?

But it did have a frequent visitor much like it
One that shone in the morning instead of night
Maybe through the light and warmth of day, they exchanged a thousand tales
Maybe it cringes, every evening when  the sun dives into the water 
And says goodbye

Solitude is a way of life

Far too familiar to this guardian angel
Today, tomorrow and for eternity to come

[ Truth be told, I have never seen a lighthouse other than in pictures and movies. But I do hope to see a lighthouse someday, perhaps all the way in Glasgow.]



Prisoner of words unspoken




My tongue is the prisoner of words unspoken.
Bound by the shackles of self doubt,
these jail bars I call teeth clash down
finally sealed by my lips.

And inside, in the dark
an unasked question, an opinion, dies away.
Its ashes leave a bitter taste.

My eyes lets the soul of my words escape.
It diffuses into the air and hangs there, indecipherable by another heart.
 
I have often asked for what sin is my tongue serving a sentence?
And how can I ever acquit it,
when I play two roles
first of the judge that slams the gavel down at every hearing
second of the lawyer pleading in defense.

My tongue dreams of freedom
while my words dream of echoing in mind other than my own

The prisoner of unspoken words lies in waiting
And its only redemption
is my indifference to the opinions of others.






[The idea for the poem came to me one night just as I was desperately trying to scrape at sleep. But due to my lack of stationary items and the comfort of my bed I let it be. The following day I started typing it out on my train ride. But it was far from complete. It took me another month to get back to it and pen the rest. A month more to add the finishing touches. And finally three years later it's been published online. Procrastination is deadly.]